i haven’t talked to her since sunday…i’m hoping to catch her tonight before i leave for Dallas tomorrow. i have so many things to say…i even have it written and ready to share…but i can’t make it public until she sees it first. you know how bad it sucks to have so much to say to someone and no chance to even say it??
wish me luck…luck that i have a chance encounter with her tonight. and wish me luck that all the heart i’ve put into everything i’ve done for so many months is going to be rewarded. i know it will be acknowledged positively at least…i just hope that it all comes to fruition and leads us both in a path of happiness instead of awkwardness.
i’ve been stupid to think that i could ever be happy with another, and all other things have simply been a waste of time.