Iniquity of Flitzanu

so i dreamt of someone. havent actually had dirty dreaams of them before. quite interesting…but at the same time i guess a bit awkward? and there was another girl in the room? kinda sexy. -Sent from my Helio. ——– 1andonlybuckley Dude quit dreaming about me Reply2 years ago they call me griff mhmm always fun […]

NIN – 1000000 Kind of hard Hard to see When you crawl On your hands and your knees With your face In the trough Wait your turn While they finish you off Don’t know when it started Don’t know how Should have found out Should have happened by now Got these lines On my face […]

i’m still looking for it. i really do just want someone to be there at the end of the day to make me smile the way i used to. —– The Dalai Mama Step one: Stop being so shallow when it comes to women. Step two: Listen to step one. Step three: Know that I […]

someone got me into a convo about someone from “way back when” and i guess it just resurfaced some of those emotions from the time. i miss having a home life. i miss having security and a partner to laugh with. i miss having a a girl’s skin next to mine when i sleep. sigh. […]

and here we are. i want unabashed truth…and i can’t make my fingers type the words. i’ve slipped further from people lately than i ever have in my life…but does it feel good? i’ve had less stress. i’ve had fun not worrying about people. i’ve had fun being free from my emotions. but to what […]

time to realize what i’ve done…and to realize that i am EXACTLY like every person that complains to me about being mistreated. i tell them to do something about it and stop being an option…and what do i do? that’s right. i do nothing. i allow it to happen to me…over and over…and over…and over. […]

well, i did finally hear the truth about a situation in the past…actually, right around a year ago…and now i can admit my assumption was wrong. i must say though, that even though someone is a perpetual liar…hearing one story that the person told the truth about…doesn’t change the nature of a character. and…at least […]

a random click took me to this post for some reason, so here it is…a visit to the past. — so what the hell is attraction? is it the yearning to be close to someone? is it the yearning to fuck someone? is it the yearning to elicit an emotion? …..or could it be something […]

Tuesday, Apr 22nd, 2008 — It’s not that you are emotionally disconnected from what’s happening; it’s just that you might not be as easygoing as others are today. You may be legitimately concerned about an injustice; however, instead of blaming someone else, change your own thinking. You have the power to spontaneously override those who […]

….its mostly a blur. i remember falling off the stage (and not breaking an arm…), seeing lots of people i knew (and that didn’t recognize me), and spilling vodka down the front of my chest. and i remember a few personal moments with people… i also threw up. if anyone wants to fill in the […]