just how special she really is.  i had a great time. not many people can make me ignore my cell phone in the other room for 5 hours, i have mini panic attacks if it is out of my sight for 5 seconds.  it was a nice feeling to have the rest of […]

the Fetish Ball was great, good turnout, lots of amazing people, fun filled times. check out the pics here: http://flitzanu.fotopic.net/c971857.html (contains adult situations and may not be entirely safe for work…does not contain full nudity)

There’s one thing that i’ve kept private, one thing that was never read by anyone (save only a couple of close friends) and now i’m giving it to the world.  this is the epitome of pain, the summation of heartbreak, the composition of literal depression.  i created this for someone that never chose to read […]

so there it is…as quickly as it once started, it dies just as fast.  somehow i knew it would end this way, perhaps i deluded myself to believe it wouldn’t come to fruition.  but…it did…just as all things do.  as i’ve said so many times before, i’m the lesson.  i’m never the student.  i’m always […]

i’ll never fully organize the thoughts in my head…. how much should it hurt to leave words unsaid?  how much should we regret those last actions that we never took?  how much does it even matter? my thoughts have returned to something so painful, so dangerous…and it scares me that i’ve thought of it so […]

so, the new gospel…it’s interesting, very provocative…and it places Judas as the best friend of Jesus, not his angry betrayer as the Bible mostly describes. Judas betrayed Jesus because he was asked and requested to do so, to fulfill Jesus’ time on earth, not because he wanted money. thoughts? — Amalia Wilson Smith I just […]

sometimes i just hate nighttime…because it leads to daytime…and i can’t sleep…and i have to be at work in a short while… — The Dalai Mama You big crybaby. ; ) Reply5 years ago Mary You have just described the thoughts that go through my mind every night. Being a night owl, I never could […]

wtf…i went to sleep at like, 530am at least…and woke up at 830am….this literally sucks.  of course i had the taste of alcohol wanting to leave my throat…so maybe i woke up before i decided to get sick…so i fixed that problem.  gah, that’s not how i’d want to start today…staring into the god of […]

wtf…i went to sleep at like, 530am at least…and woke up at 830am….this literally sucks. of course i had the taste of alcohol wanting to leave my throat…so maybe i woke up before i decided to get sick…so i fixed that problem. gah, that’s not how i’d want to start today…staring into the god of […]

i have a feeling i’m not going to sleep much at all this week…*sigh* someone keep me entertained…keep me sane… — Rebecca Kerr this week?? you hardly ever sleep…what makes this week any different? Reply(1)5 years ago Daniel Self because i’m finally off on vacation, which means i have no obligation to sleep or wake […]