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Came to, started resonating, became very intense around my forehead, it became hard to focus, and I felt threatened.  I could feel something watching me, but I couldn’t find it.  Eventually I got my eyes open to see the reflection in the TV of a creature sitting on my bed watching me.  A small horned creature.  I tried to shrug it off and eventually relaxed enough to slip out.  I started floating up and kept thinking about “I want to go to Sutherlands to see crystal”  to try to give myself a destination to get to.  I floated out flowly and subsided my fear of the creature.  I rose through the ceiling and out into the daylight.  It was beautiful outside and no snow or cold.  I was rising higher and it was becoming a little uncontrolled.  I regained direction of my movement but eventually found myself somewhere foreign and seeing no one I knew.  It was a medieval setting, some type of castle.  I remember the sensation of the others seeing me as some type of notable figure, a wizard type or something.  I came across some type of enemy, I believe it was a beast, not a person, but I don’t remember.  I held up my hands in defense to use an energy attack, but it wasn’t there.  The enemy seemed amused at this as I stared at my hands and focused.  I started seeing a thin blue charge and my hands began feeling the prickling sensation of an electrical charge.  I held my hands toward the enemy and focused on it and immobilized it.  I continued down the hall hastily, feeling like I was being pursued.  I came across a small white dragonlike beast with no wings.  It was about the size of a horse.  It was beautiful, and I stared in awe as it spoke to me, telling me it would carry me out.  It was soft scaled and furry (sorta reminded me of Falcor from neverending story).  I climbed on its back and grabbed its harness and we took off flying.  We didn’t go far when we came across another enemy, and to protect the creature I was on, I stopped its attack and left my dragon so it would be safe.  I came to some type of boiler room where something was needing help.  I was staying hidden and working my way around while the guards weren’t looking and someone was throwing stuff to me, like weapons and rocks.  The guards eventually noticed and came into the room to find me.  There was a crack in the ground near me, so I jumped in it on my back.  It was dark and shadowed so I couldn’t be seen.  The guards were standing around me looking at the items that were thrown to me, trying to figure out why.  A smaller child had stepped into the crack a couple of times, barely missing my leg.  I slowly pulled my hands further down off my chest so they couldn’t be seen, but the boy noticed.  They surrounded me, but I kept still as they prodded me to see if I was alive.  The child put his hand on my neck checking for a pulse and declared I was not alive.  They sat and stared, but didn’t move.  I slowly noticed my breathing get heavier and deeper, and was sure they would notice, but they just kept questioning who I was and why I was there.  My breathing became more distinct, and I lost focus and came to, lying in the position in my bed that I was in the crack.  I think I heard a voice helping me a couple of times but it may have been another character in the dream.  At one point in the boiler room I remember a small passage of flame I couldn’t make myself pass through.  There were a couple of furnaces to the sides, and a fiery pit in the floor covered with a grate.  I couldn’t tell myself it wouldn’t hurt me.  After this was when I crawled into the crack.  Several times I passed through solids, I floated through my ceiling when I got out of my room, and also through different walls and locked doors.  It seems like I was being pursued for escaping from somewhere, but I don’t remember clearly.  I know at one point I was in a secure room with a large door that I wasn’t supposed to get out of, and I had trouble going through it, but I did eventually.  I had focused electric energy through my hads at one point also, it felt very much like a van de graff machine, strong static current.  Sharp and prickly, like small stabbing needles.

Dream experience, circa 1998.

…in bed, lady walks in asking questions and a man followed with her.  Later this thing, looked like a dead dog asked “is it in Heaven?”  I felt a swelling in my chest and then patterned hard breathings from me (almost like a dry bark) then the numbing of the mind and visions of explosions and spiraling through an expanse…and then I notice his pet that he brought.  He left, and the animal that stayed was like a cross between a mole and a badger, and I think the size of a medium dog.  It was blue.  I told it to get the fuck off my bed and it snarled and lunged at me.  I grabbed it and twisted it’s neck, and asked if there was anything else around.  The lady was still standing in the corner of the room.  A white thing flew at me from the open door.  The size and shape of a seal, white, a long snout, and possible small webbed frills near the face.  I had a pillow in my hand, I was now standing on the bed, and I caught it in the pillow and twisted its neck as well.  The lady in the room, now a little upset, tossed her creature, a small pink robotic mouse.  I grabbed it to look, and it seems like it had razors for teeth or something.  I grabbed the lady and pushed her face down on the bed and held the mouse on the back of her neck.  It burrowed in, and she stood up, surprised and pissed off.  She was topless, and I could see the mouse running around through her skin.

Earlier in the morning before this one, had paralysis dream, woke up and saw myself shaking my head and feet – heard lorraine in hallway tell me “shutup you are being a baby” (or something).  And then it hit me that I was paralyzed and dreaming.  After she walked out of the room, this thing came in.  it was tall, near 7 feet probably, long thin limbs, black pants or legs, white torso and arms or shirt.  Didn’t recognize a face, arms open and extended, standing or slightly floating above me and the edge of the bed.

There was also a memory of the old trailer I lived in, walking down the hallway, something waiting beside the other end, nothing really visible though.

Also at some point had dream of being in a game type dream, walking down a corridor of a castle, very simple.  Saw an open portcullis and a small troop (human or otherwise) I jumped for the door but missed slightly.  I grabbed the ledge but slipped.  I fell to a more open space and realized I was on a floating land mass.  I fell again and began to plummet into nothingness, and then I remembered “oh I can fly” and wings expanded from my back and I woke up.