Author Archives: flitzanu

my muse has returned…

Seriously…you have no idea…watching you smile, watching you laugh, the way you casually touch my arms, the way you brush up on me, you giggle and wrap around me in public…. Its simply amazing. It is how I remember us being, and its how I’ve been wanting things to be. I’m glad that we are […]

smile?

things have been nice lately…a very much needed breath of fresh air and rejuvenation. ———- ~Betty Jean~ Balch I’m very happy for you. You need to smile. Reply4 years ago Random !!! Reply4 years ago thomas dunlap bout time, you deserve it. phag. Reply4 years ago Blake Cover That’s good to hear. Your blogs weren’t […]

you can’t see.

this isn’t me, i’m not mechanical… ——– The Dalai Mama I am sorry that I hurt you, Daniel. I would NEVER intentionally hurt you because I love you and wish to have you as a permanant fixture in my life. Always. I will try to be more vague in the future…even if I do think […]

fattie

i just weighed…i’m at 160. i’m not so much of a fatass anymore. ——- scott king Dude, no matter what happens, you will always be a fat ass to me… Dont let anyone tell you otherwise… Reply4 years ago She B thank god Reply4 years ago Blue You never had a fat ass, it all […]

a few things.

there have been a lot of things going on in my head lately…some of you know, some of you don’t…and honestly…i don’t paint a clear picture. all i paint is negativity and distaste. well, it isn’t true. i’ve said hurtful things about a person very close to me, the girl i love, Jennifer. in my […]

happy anniversary

such a way to spend it… the day is almost over, and i’ve not hugged you, kissed you, or even seen your face. i haven’t touched your skin, i haven’t gazed in your eyes, i haven’t smelled your scent… you’re so far away. so very far away. such a perfect night to spend sitting alone […]

Wrong Wit Me (Remix) Lyrics

Leave me all alone There ain’t nobody calling on my telephone Because I ripped that bitch right up out of the wall I apologize to any ya’ll that tried to call I haven’t been myself lately I’ve been slowly losing my mind and telling them it’s gravy I’m looking all shady and I haven’t showered […]

sorry to say…

i wanted to thank all of you that commented on my blog earlier…i appreciate the passion and complimentary words of how you all respect how i am and want me to be “me” and not something else… and just wanted to say… happy april fools day. 🙂 how shitty am i?? cmon…fuck that…like i’d ever […]

broken, bruised, forgotten, sore…too fucked up to care anymore…

ever hit that point when you feel like…you just aren’t what you want to be? or maybe that you aren’t what everyone expects you to be? we always spend years trying to find ourselves…trying to figure out who we are…what we want to be…all those little questions in life…and at times we feel comfortable. maybe […]

sexual innuendo.

here’s a little sex question. during a discussion over dinner last night, jen and i were discussing “head.” well, generally, “giving head” is something that a girl does…as in…oral sex given to a guy. well, i’ve heard it used MANY times in reference to a guy doing the same for a girl, since…you’re using your […]